Name: If Only
Duration: P00H03M38S
Description: This is about guilt and wanting to make things better, but in the heat of confusion it’s impossible to make a clear decision or devise a plan.

If Only

from Transition by Maxi Curnow

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This is about guilt and wanting to make things better, but in the heat of confusion it’s impossible to make a clear decision or devise a plan.

lyrics

I realized today the errors in my ways.
Word’s just slip from my mouth,
They hit you hard but you don’t say, you are an angel,
The kindest heart I know, it’s only ever me.

If I could only take it all back.
If I could only get back on track.

I’ve been selfish every day,
This curse called love is running through my veins;
I care too much and throwing stones.

I took my hang-ups and put them on your shoulders,
And did not even think about how you must feel.

I’ll chase tails and cars until I give up.
I have no reason for it all, I’m lost in my homemade hell.

If I could only take it all back.
If I could only get back on track.

I’ll chase tails and cars until I give up.
I have no reason for it all, I’m lost in my homemade hell.

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from Transition, released December 6, 2015
Maxi Curnow
Sam Rowe
Doug Harper
Philip van den Brandeler
Mix/Production:
Maxi Curnow/Acle Kahney
Master: Luke Martin

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